Tarot.

The things that people do while waiting for kick-off. Normally it's watching the commercials, but then I think I've had too much I-Gallop for quite awhile. So I went ahead and did this instead.

Advocating Realist

Does this mean that South Korea would fail us all tonight? Or that my head is killing me because the doctors were right? Or that Indonesian bands make better music? Don't matter, cos it's kick off already.


Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi suka
Tinggalkan aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
Selamanya

Radja - Jujur.





I am such a sucker for strings. :P

Commercial Break.

Worst Case Scenario : You come home one day to find your mom trying out her newly purchased I-Gallop.

Cowboy hat and all.

Yes, too much World Cup can be damaging to your mind.


I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same.

Nine Inch Nails - Everyday Is Exactly The Same.





Actually, more football would be better to distract me.

Juggernaut.

Time to pick up the pieces and look for superglue. After all, I only destroy myself, not others. Stupid me.


So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold


All American Rejects - Move Along.

Instinctive.

My time is a muddled up mix of alcohol, work and the World Cup. I've reopened my accounts and dusted off my PDA and black books for this month just for old time's sake. Predictions have been good so far. Let's just hope it stays that way.

I guess the built up stress from football, work, my health issues and too much meds have occupied me too much. So much so that I've let my instincts and urges overcome me to help relieve the stress. Which can be rather erm.. bad.

But then lately my instincts have been failing me. Then again, everything seems to be failing me, even myself. Guess I really should go for that medical that the doctor recommended. And I should start looking for myself too, before he wanders too far away. Hmm.

So much to do, so little time. The trip to KL. The Langkawi escape. Singapore in August. And god knows what else. I'll just leave you with another useless fact of the day.


Rom's Useless Fact of the day #79.

A slut is someone who sleeps with everyone.
A bitch is someone who sleeps with everyone BUT you.




Wait! I don't mean no harm
I can see you with my t-shirt on
I can see you with nothing on
feeling on me before you bring that on


Nelly Furtado feat. Timbaland - Promiscuous.

Denied.

Useless fact of the day #47:

To prevent its mate from being the village bicycle during mating season, the wild boar would secrete really thick semen after orgasm (note that pigs do enjoy 2 hour orgasms) which would effectively seal its mate's cunt. This in our terms is called, cockblocking. However it is unknown how the hell he manages to get sloppy seconds.


It's not wrong to let go
And let the woman ride you
For fuck sake, don't lose touch
With the dog that's inside you
She wanted what you had
You bet she smelt the spore
Don't give up, fuck her up
One more time, slam that door

Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar

Korn - Liar.