Friday, January 06, 2006

Broken Vases.

Last night's movie zoned me out unto a whole new level. I remember asking at the start of the show, 'Why is this in the international screens instead of the normal ones?" And at the end of it, I realized the reason.

COS IT'S FUCKING ARTSY.

It's so artsy that the first thing I did was jab Tats who was sitting next to me. I'm quite sure Melvin would love it though.

And it has such potential too. Seeing Bill Murray as a 50+ womanizer was kind of a slap for me, cos I suddenly saw myself in his place years from now. And even at its god forsaken slow pace, it kept you hooked, with the promise that something would happen in the end. And then, it ended. Just like that. No conclusions.

*JAB*

I had a multitude of options on how to spend my off day other than watching the movie. The aftereffects of the movie were so bad, I went back to work!

Oh, and if you happen to try the Dettol Cool shower gel, it left a rather cold and tingly feeling on my balls. Like someone who has ice in her mouth swallowing em.

Dear god, that movie isn't right.


ku dikejar bayang-bayang resah,
bila hatimu masih tak berubah,
enggan di punah,
dan di penjara,
belaian cintaku ini….

aku bukan lelaki yang tewas,
bisa meradang walau ku di tolak,
bila di uji, kanan dan kiri
kau kan tetap ku miliki,

tiada lafaz yang lebih agung,
kalimah cintamu,
yang ku tunggu-tunggu,
biar jasadku yang menanggung,
permainan darimu,
rela ku pujuk

janganlah kau salahkan aku,
terus memburu menawan cintamu,
daku percaya…sedikit masa kau
kecundang…akhirnya

usahlah kau bersedih
di hadapanmu aku hadir,
memadam resah dan curiga
dari hatimu…

apa yang kau ingini,
bisa kau tolak dan berlari,
setelah aku…
tanamkan… azimat ku…

tiada lafaz yang lebih agung,
kalimah cintamu,
yang ku tunggu-tunggu,
biar jasadku yang menanggung,
permainan darimu
rela ku pujuk


Spider - Relaku Pujuk.

Yes, it's a malay song. And yes, it's fucking kick ass.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

We Need A Resolution.

Time just seems to travel faster these days. Already we're halfway through the first day of 2006. Alot has happened last year. I hit 30 last year, and for some reason, that alone has seem to have increased my netvalue. And now while I stare into the new year ahead through glazed drunken eyes, it's time to set and not try to break me resolutions for the year.

I suppose the most twisted resolution for me to make this year is :

That I have to make love and not just have sex anymore. Confused? It's quite simple really. I just have to mean it when I do it. Simple? Considering that if I were to say those 3 magic words to anyone, it would sound so much like a lie to me.. definitely not. But it does mean that I gotta settle down already. Or at least try to. Dammit.

The other resolutions are the usual run of the mill ones.

Exercise more so I lose , or at least solidify my bulkiness. >.<

Err. I seem to have run out of ideas. Have I really stopped that many of my vices already? o.O Dammit.

Am I supposed to change? are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? who should be blamed?
Am I supposed to change? are you supposed to change?
who should be hurt? who should be ashamed?
Am I supposed to change? are you supposed to change?
who should be hurt? will we remain?
we need a resolution .


Aaliyah - We need a resolution.

Oh, Happy New Year everyone.