Tuesday, October 02, 2007


Enjoy the silence. In the middle of the night. Where the only thing you hear is the sound of the waves crashing against the rocks below. And all that you feel is the cold night air and the spray of the sea on your face.

( You know that you went too far again right? )

The voice familiar; the japanese wasn't. Too much Bleach for me, I think to myself.

Yes I know that. I did expect her to hold up better. But then again I can be such an asshole eh.

(Damn right. It's amazing the rate you burn the very bridges you build. With traffic still moving on it too, I might add.)

You don't need to remind me about that. I'm well aware of my brashness okay. Old habits are hard to break I suppose.

(What do you plan to do now then? It's about time you fix the bridges before it all collapses into water. Again. )

Oh shut up already. She asked for some time to think about it all okay. I'm not about to fuck it up somemore by pushing her over the edge.

(You actually respect her wishes? That is indeed something new from you.)

Oh fuck you already.

And there was no retort to that. It's all quiet again.

You think she'll come back?

(I hope she does. She does you a world of good after all. Been awhile since you've actually been this happy.)

Well, that makes two of us then.

(You do realize that she might be reading this right now? )

Well yeah, and I can guess her response too. It's either gonna be sap, or psycho.

(Same difference anyway. You should say something just in case she is.)

Well, I'm sorry.

非常にとてもmoron 時々である場合もある。彼女が許すという公正な希望。
(You can be such a fucking moron at times. Just hope that she forgives you.)

Yeah. I am.

And it's quiet again. Gotta love the song on the radio though.

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new

One Republic - Apologize.

(Oh by the way. Guess who's in town? Apparently she showed up at the house. Ironic isn't it that you happened to not be around?)

Who? Oh fuck don't tell me....

You're a new one aren't you. Which facet are you really?


And I can't help but smile. :)


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